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Manyhorses (Frank J. Austin)

TWO ROADS of LIFE

Being raised by gifted grandparents from birth, Shamanism was a way of life for me. My grandparents were teaching me the foundation of Absolute Truth, the wisdom of the Wetsuweten Shamanism, to see everything like numbers, human behavior, emotion, attitude, belief, everything is seen as numbers once one understands the Absolute Truth. I am 57 years old now, in my journey these questions are always there:

Why is there so much suffering?
Why does God punish the good people?
Why is there so much sickness?
Why is there wars?

I sat one day and thought about it. I was a little boy when grandmother was telling me about two roads: One road is wealthy with knowledge and wisdom, honor, respect, unconditional love, oneness with all things, walking with the Creator, in total freedom in spirit, with the foundation of Absolute Truth, the ancient trail of our ancestors, who all went before us. On this trail of the ancient ones, to see this trail, one must be pure of heart and worn on the feet (walking your talk) also talking with your heart, with unconditional love and the understanding all is energy.

The second road is an illusion created by man which basic foundation is built on: greed, selfishness, to dominate and control, wealth means power, take at all cost. History shows this in writing.The evidence still exists in other countries who are at war. In torture the ones that suffer the most are women, before death. The giver of life.

When I look out, I can see why and what road mankind has chosen. Before one can totally understand, this path of our ancestors on these two roads: one is spiritual, a heart walker, where all is wisdom, all is energy. To see and feel everything as the Absolute Truth, to understand, that what is happening in the moment all around you, teaches you its truth. The foundation that is built on many different truths, is unstable. When you become the Absolute Truth to understand the difference in mathematical thinking, all is energy (numbers). When Absolute is removed, Truth stands on its own, to be abused by the head talker, to create a God to do what they think is right. A head talker is a trickster, who creates a God based on his or her truth, not the Absolute Truth for selfish reasons. Ego and denial, is its strongest attitude, to deny ones self, to deny you, for who you truly are, as a spiritual being.

There are Gods who war!
Gods who judge and critisize!
Gods who are racist!
Gods who abuse children!
Gods who mentally abuse!
Gods who take away your spirit!
Gods who murder!
etc. !!!!

Each one of these Gods where made by man on truth alone, illusion to be the truth to create a false road for selfish reasons, to gain wealth for a higher position in society. With some of these man made Gods the illusions have been created, denial is the strongest first, judgement follows, (fearfactor) satan, demons, sickness physical and mental controls and influences mankind, negative energy at work, based on manmade truth (energy influence). To impower these illusions, negative words are created, creating negative energy, false belief etc.!

This foundation is built on the innocence of all living things, Truth alone. Blood and bones, the evidence is still all around you, we are not safe even in our own homes. These manmade Gods are still hard at work: wars, sickness, greed, racism, physical and mental abuse, big time sexual abuse, alcoholism, drug addictions, suicide, homicides etc ! It's all in the teaching! Of truth alone. Absolute Truth will give you the eyes to see and feel only the Absolute Truth to what's going on around you. We all have the memory cells built into us. With societies teaching shows you to see the distorted truth. It's very simple to understand the tool of Absolute Truth. In the memory of our past, we can remember a beautiful experience that takes us back, to remember every moment the emotion in the moment. Reliving the experience without judgement, to understand how it felt...energy. Good energy!

Take that same tool and relive the negative parts of your life without judgement. Here for the first time, you will forgive yourself and ask the Creator to forgive you for carrying the negative energy that did not belong to you. You will understand that this person who treated you negative is innocent like you, it's not your fault, neither is it the persons fault who abused you. It's all in the recycling, in the teaching of our social structure, truth alone.

Every child is born pure, every child is born a master. To become the master again, one must master the Absolute Truth within. To master your past with the Absolute Truth, means to let all negative memories go, from your past, to total freedom. Key element: self love (unconditional love). The Spirit of purity, is immediately attacked through the teachings of social structures, truth alone. Mental abuse, physical and psychological abuse, sexual abuse, nepotism, racism, alcoholism, drugs, sickness, demonic attacks etc.. By the time the child grows into his or her early teens, the child has experienced one or more of the above mentioned. How does the negative (energy) begin to influence our behavior, our attitude, our health, our beliefs, our body, our whole being, to follow one master of many masters?

We are like Mother Earth, 90 % water, 10 % mineral. In this body of water and mineral is a living energy known as Spirit. To understand, how energy in the negative way affects our thinking, that affects every cell in our body, and how our body reacts to the energies, all around us if we are not aware. I have always explained how energy is downloaded into every cell in your body and how negative energies entering your body gives you nightmares, controls your desires in a negative way, not to love yourself (denial of self), self love (unconditional).

Most people, just before major illness begins, can feel something moving around inside the body, the thoughts and desires are very strong. Doing things to yourself you would not do with your own personal thoughts. Personality change, that takes you to a very low vibration where all the negative energies live and play. Bars, nite clubs, anywhere there is alcohol and drugs. There is human behavior in the social structure, sex sells in the consumer society. Here once again sexuality is abused in a negative way, where in our tradition sexuality is a sacred energy, as without sexual energy we do not exist. This energy we honor and respect, it's a ceremony, it's not just an act. Alcohol is a poisonous chemical that is related to crack, cocaine, and heroin and is deadly to body and mind. Getting drunk is poisoning your body by causing a chemical reaction in your body. Studies show that alcohol is one of the main ingredients that cause cancer. Head talkers are in control, controlled by a dark energy, self love does not exist here. It's very dark in this low vibration. Many spirits are trapped here who were negative and continue to create a negative experience to those who exist on this side of the lower vibrations. Most negative spirits are held prisoners to their own negative memories, trapped in their own truth.

Just do a history study on your home, if you are experiencing negative energies where you live, maybe there was a slaughter, murder, suicide, or rape, anything negative. Most of the towns and cities that are built on First Nations ground, who are the true caretakers, lifes have been taken in name of greed, wealth and power. In your travels, where ever you go, the living negative energy will follow you home and raise hell with you and other family members. Working through the weakest member of the family, arguements and sometimes violence starts to happen. Negative energy is about separation, the weakest fall first. Sickness also starts, addictions etc. These negative energies change every cell in your body to negative attitude, behavior where self love does not exist. Absolute Truth takes you right out of the low vibration into a higher vibration of self love. In this place of self love, self impowerment, you get your spirit back and the knowledge gain in the life of experiencing the negative gives you the choices, in what is now good for you. The self love, self respect, self honor gives you the awareness to make the right choices in your life. Recognizing your own beauty within, the eyes to see all is simple, all is beautiful, all is energy, all is wisdom. In this place the true Creator exists, love so pure, every cell in your body is a beautiful bright crystal, like the Christchild within. The memory cell of wholeness has just been activated, you are now a heart walker and a heart talker. As you get used to walking in the Absolute Truth, feeling and seeing everything as energy, everything starts to look like numbers, you begin to weed out the manmade Gods and the truth that created "the only God", illusion to control out of selfish greed.

Now we begin to know how some words are being used, that is negative energy, that decoy one from self love: judgement, labels, gossips, truth alone has taught mankind to think negative, 8 out of 10 thoughts, only one or two positive. If we accept these words, it starts to download your cells to be negative. When you now see everything in numbers, it's simple, you can see the persons intentions, what kind of energies are created, based on ones truth alone. If a person comes to you confused and talks to you that way, numbers show self expression confusion within. Denials, intentions, motivation is recognized, to deny one self, to deny you. A person who expresses hatred hates him or herself, unresolved issues (abuse). A person expresses racism, self denial, denial to his or her own kind is a taught behavior of self hatred to your own race, expressing on to others, The woman is usually the target by the negative force; to take away her self esteem, self power, self love. It's taken away with sexual abuse. This energy is sacred (sexual energy), life giving energy and should never be abused. With the Absolute Truth you begin to recognize where and how you give your power away. Not only women are victims, some of us men also experienced negative sexual energies. I have myself a story or two to tell as proof, and how I became macho and mean with big ego. Unresolved, it made me very dangerous, to myself and those around me.

I found that when I relived the experiences based on the ancient trail of our ancestors, the wisdom of Absolute Truth, without judgement, not only was I a victim so were the persons involved, it was a recycled behavior. It was not their fault, neither was it mine. I gained back my spirit and my power:

I got my self love, self respect and self honor,
I got my power back,
my self esteem.
I know exactly who I am now:
I am pure Love,
I am pure Light,
I am pure Energy,
I am Absolute Truth in its purest form
I can not be anything else
but LOVE in its purest Form.

In this place of pure love, knowing you are energy that lives in a body of water and minerals. The understanding how we think of ourself effects the cells in our body and how people around us can effect our cells in our body with attitude. How our homeplace energy effects our energy. How electricity effects our energy field. How food contaminated with pestisids effects our energy field. We begin to realize our body is a Holy Temple, it's like a radio antenna; how you think you attract energy, positive or negative. Good thought brings in good energies, bad thoughts invite negative energies. Wearing negative logos influences our cells also etc.....

To understand this, read the book of a japanese scientist by the name of: Dr. Masaru Emoto "The Messages From Water III". Here you can see what I talk about. With Emoto's studies on water he can visually show the cause and effects of energy through the power of prayers and changing thought forms that effects cells of water which is our body, our temple.

In this place of self love you can heal yourself. Find someone who truly knows energies and how to remove the living negative energies living within the body, known as exorcisms to remove the living negative entities and the negative spirits and to replace them with your own spirit with the psychology of the Absolute Truth.

On this path of Spirituality, one will run into those who work both sides positive and negative. Ego brings them out, as much as they help, they also cause harm. Creating followers, limitations to self empowerment, as the expression goes: "Sometimes one has to walk with the devil to help those who really need the help"! The simple protection is to always walk in the light of pure love, from the heart and speak from your heart with the Absolute Truth. The real heart talkers and walkers have to work around many obstacles, so do the organizers and the frontline helpers to our traditional spiritual ways. The organizers have to work with peoples, who are none native, that don't believe in our ways, who got in because of their educational background, pushing western knowledge and religion,and sometimes our own who have been simulated, tend to misuse their authority, to prevent our people from getting the real help that will make a major impact, not only to our peoples, but all peoples in the social structure. These individuals are in the position to make decisions on how we as first nation should be healed, mentally and physically. Right from the D I A, down the chain to most health organizations. Where I have been in my journey I met very intelligent, well educated persons who follow their intuition and have good common sense, I have great respect for people like this, and I have met well educated, intelectually stupid people who make it very difficult for people to get help, for fundings, for organizations and their proper education that is needed to make a difference. They also make it very difficult for the co- workers around them. To be successful there must be the unity and blending of the traditional wisdom and the western knowledge to help our people.

In one case, a meeting took place by the health board, concerns, their jobs are at stake because results were shown in people who attended the traditional psychology and energy work by the healers. Rarely do you see the decision makers, who need to attend, to understand the wisdom, the knowledge of who we are as spiritual peoples, this makes it very difficult for the organizers to make a difference.To organize a gathering that will educate all, to the solutions to turn the tables around to all our problems: psychological, physical abuse, sexual abuse, nepotism, racism, suicide, addiction, homicides. We know how to help our elders, to reverse the teachings of the residential schools: through the ancient trail of our ancestors, Absolute Truth. What I talk about in our spirituality, is the very essence that was being attacked by the residential schools, to deny our very existance as spiritual peoples, in our spirituality is science to us, with the foundation of Absolute Truth. Just teach and show to experience Absolute Truth that takes you to all that is love, light and energy, all is wisdom to see for yourself!

By walking your talk in the light, it's most important to bring yourself to the highest vibration in its purest form to be able to work with people who see you for help. Not every person lives with the same energy. When a person is born, the Spirit is entering the body according to planet alignment. Also a person who comes to you for help is coming out of the lower vibrations working toward higher vibrations. In other words, when a deer comes to you for help, you must become the deer. To help a bear you must become a bear, and so on.

Remember when you build your foundation with Absolute Truth (unconditional love) there is no limitation to how high you can go in the spiritual level, there is "no limitation".

The deeper you go, you will realize that Science and Spirituality is one, thinking in numbers. Walking in between two worlds: one foot in reality, the other in the spiritual world, you begin to see harmony in it's natural form, and the distorted harmony created by man's illusion to what is beautiful. It does not matter what race you come from, our hearts and emotions are the same. We cry when we are first born, we experience unconditional love from the mother, follows the social structure's teachings.

I like Darwins quote:
It's not the strong that survive;
It's not the intelligent that survive;
It's not the wealthy that survive;
It's those who are willing to change and accept the changes to become humble with LOVE.

In the mathematical thinking you begin to realize you are born organic. To stay healthy: feed on organic food and medicine (organic). Lots of prayers, clean water. That way there is no side effects in the future health. I can go on and on about energy, about past, present and future.

To be in the knowing to understand, all you need to know is in the center of your heart. Self love will take you there and you will see what I see, feel what I feel, know what I know.

Absolute Truth is the key to the sacred spirit world where all the answers are. Once you have it, nothing or nobody can take it away from you, your faith is untouchable.

History tells of this faith of Absolute Truth, pure unconditional love; no one, nothing can take it away from you once you become the Absolute Truth, love in its purest form. A beautiful soul by the name of Jesus models this faith.

I experienced Stigmata for 3 years. I got to know him and his purpose on earth. No matter what they did to him, he did not fight back to become negative. To stay in the light of pure love, I understand his words: Forgive them for they do not understand what they are doing!

I understand Jesus words: The dead shall bury the dead, those who follow false manmade Gods!

History shows that many died on the cross before Jesus and many after Jesus.

Now most children and adults who have paranormal expiriences are drugged and labeled crazy or "skitso" because the medical do not understand and deny the spiritual realm which is paranormal. Those that have found their way on the spiritual path through meeting spiritual teachers and learn how to use their gifts make a difference in peoples lifes. And be careful of the "wanttobees" you can recognize them by their attitudes of control, fear, domination, judging, critizising, and creating followers, and are narrow minded. There are "wanttobees" out there with good intentions and we as pure healers, our doors are open to help them by showing them an other way of becoming a pure healer, unterstanding energy.

In our bodies are also memory cells of past life, we go through deja-vue with other races we lived and also places. The reason for this is to know we are one people, to gain wisdom from the past life that give you more wisdom to help you in this lifetime. After every lifetime, we are sent to chosen race to be born into to help.

On the spiritual trail it's as wide and long as the Universe, being one with all things is to always be in the place of self love - to love all things, to be one with all things, because you are part of the universe, nothing is separate, all is numbers, all is energy.

In my travels, when I look at the social structure, I see that at least 90 % of the people are possessed from little negative energies to big ones, using your body as an incubater to grow, in other words your body is haunted by a variety of parasites and living energy. If people are not aware of walkin spirits that are negative, sometimes the walkins bring sickness and will go through the whole family. Suicidal spirit can go from person to person influencing one to commit harm to others and to self. Once they enter you, your body, mind and Spirit is thrown out of balance, all your chakras (energy centers) are closed up. Every cell is dark but in your heart is a light so pure, light of hope in the dark (Christchild), the memory cell of wholeness that never goes out. Self love activates the light that brings the whole body, mind and spirit to a beautiful bright energy of light. With the help of those who truly know energy, the stubborn spirit can be removed. Energy must flow like a river. Negative energy is to stop that flow. Water that flows is full of energy and cleans itself with the help of Mother Earth. When the water of our body does not flow, it becomes polluted with parasites etc., the energies are blocked and downloaded with negative information to desire what is no good for you. That will shift your energies to a lower vibration.

Those who are sensitive to energies learn to read energies. Each person is shooting energy and leaving energies on everything he or she touches, even where they walk. Information of past, present and future is there. Energy readers run the persons energy through their body. It's like a tape right through you, using their third eye to see and feel all emotion the person went through in their life. Remember I talked about all depends on ones teaching, openmindedness, not to judge or critizise, never to take power but to impower, to create unity not separation.

How you think of yourself, you attract. When you become a bright light the darkside will look for a weak spot to get into you; if it can't, it will look for a weak spot in the family tree. To avoid all that is simple: just walk your talk. Forgive all those who done you wrong, that stops the recycling behavior. When you understand Absolute Truth, not only do you know the problems, you know the solutions how to solve the problems seeing all as numbers, understanding vibration and being in control of your vibration, to be connected to the universal vibration where all the knowledge and wisdom flows through you (energy).

If you want to see clearly, only the Absolute Truth will clear everything up, if your are not dealing with your issues, it distorts your reading with your own stuff, because you will see your own stuff in other people. You can manipulate other peoples readings by your own unresolved issues. In order to see clearly, one must be in total freedom like the eagle that soars high above. You must be in total freedom in the heart center, the main core of your thinking now comes from the heart center, the Christchild within, where all is unconditional love, all is energy, all is wisdom.

Love is the most powerful healing tool in the universe ...